Losing My Home

I’m feeling kind of sad this morning. The sale of my condo is weighing heavily on me and if I am honest with myself I’ve already started missing the FWB. Yes, I know I deserve more than that, but he has also become a good friend again. Although I know deep down I can and will continue that friendship, it is still sad to me. Also, I’m moving out of Hamilton, a place I have known all my life to the Toronto area - 30 minutes away where I in essence know no one.

I know this is what I need to do but it still saddens me. My emotions are also all over the place as it is also TOM week so yeah…I’m taking my spikes in mood with a grain of salt. I called the FWB to see him tonight and he said yes and I am going to Dad’s directly after bootcamp to take him to do some quick grocery shopping.

Tomorrow morning I am picking up a pickup truck from UHaul and then picking up my father so he can help me get the crap (4 doors, 2 old shelving units, laminate flooring, door moulding, etc) off of my balcony and to the dump. Then I’m heading to work for 11am/noon. Tomorrow night I need to clean my oven. I was going to do that tonight but decided I wanted to see the FWB tonight.

Anyways, it is lunchtime…going to go pop in a frozen dinner and prepare a cup o’ soup and try to get some work done. Been a bad morning here at work with computer/software upgrades (my MacBookPro keeps crashing and they are trying to figure out why) and so I have gotten nothing done.

Chat at you later!